January 2010
3 posts
i think i just worked out
why you shouldn’t have intra-school relationships. especially not with the wrong person.
March 2009
3 posts
uninspired
amandadeary:
I have been suffering a severe case of writers block lately. As I lay in bed my mind swirls with ideas. When I pull out my journal and touch pencil to paper every possible story, poem, or random thought vanishes. I’ve done everything I possible can think of to unblock— nothing seems to help. Stuck in a rut.
I know exactly how you feel. It is the most infuriating feeling.
i love combination first & middle names;
oneshouldreadeverything:
plasticteacups:
what is everyones?
mine is karina monique.
emma carter
omega titania
my name is quite ridiculous.
February 2009
19 posts
i am such
a fool, because no matter how perfect everything is (and right now it could be so much worse) I still insist on feeling sorry for myself, pitying, ‘depressed’. I just want a change so badly. I want day after day of being free, of walking endlessly through the city, I can’t stand being so crushed in. I just don’t want to be like this, I can’t stand it. I can’t. I...
I'm just,
not-so-sure.
My cat is chasing her own tail.
ithreatenedtostapleher:
lolll
my kitten does this, too; it’s one of the most hilarious things I have ever seen.
“If I am occasionally a little overdressed, I make up for it by always being...”
– Algernon Moncrieff, The Importance of Being Earnest. I miss this play.
I'd love for anyone to read this.
The second time they kiss, it’s less than a mistake.
Katie is doing her normal drunk thing of falling around the room and letting existentialism tumble out of her mouth, impartial, unburdened. Ryan is doing his normal drunk thing of half-watching her playful dancing with the world from his isolated but still a part of the scene corner, carefully chosen so as to host the contrasts, mentally noting...
this is one of those times when
I know I should really go to bed, or being doing something useful, but I’m waiting for something which I’m not quite sure of.
Might post some writings tomorrow- read them back this morning and they’re actually not half bad.
plan for tonight:
-make some tea
-watch ‘dans Paris’
-drink tea
-eat chocolate
-finish my knitting bliss, I love the holidays!
in all honesty,
I am entirely inexperienced at life. I have a lovely boy and lovely friends and I’m doing alright at school yet I still feel as though, in my head, everything is wrong. This is not right or proper. I find it difficult to comprehend how I can be so blind. Please, just someone rescue me. Remind me that life is beautiful. Remind me that I am strong. I am such a fool. I just need a holiday from...
84.
Buy a copy of the Big Issue
happyhappyhappyyyy
so maybe we never got to the end of chicago,
but I don’t care he’s just so lovely :)
I am so, so happy
Underneath the stars, cars lighting up as fireworks.
“Can I ask you something?”
“Yes.”
“Does this mean I’m your girlfriend now?”
“If you want.”
Smile.
“Ask me properly.”
“Okay, well I’ll offer you three pigs…”
Smile. “Properly.”
“Do you want to go out with me?”
Smile....
January 2009
22 posts
current top date ideas
beccaginns:
1. go on a search for as many good climbing trees as possible, climb as high as you both can in all of them, compile photo evidence
2. go to a major chain bookstore and leave notes to future readers in copies of your favorite books
3. have her dress up as a ghost and you dress up us pacman. walk around downtown holding hands, and whenever anyone sees you two, pretend to be...
I need to make a clean break.
I spent so long on webcam last night,
to this one boy.
:)
adolescence or bust!
5.
Enter ‘Musician of the Year’ at school.
i learnt a new song today
kirsty maccoll/billy bragg - a new england
something actually in my range for once!
ps, the difference between me and you:
I care about family, friends, work, and life.
You care about you. That’s all.
You are the one person who can make me feel like this, and I hate it.
things to be thankful for:
-my clear complexion
-I am not technically failing any subject.
-I have left ‘you’ behind.
-my mother loves me.
-my father loves me.
-my siblings love me.
-one other person, for sure, loves me.
-I have good music to see me through
-I can read
-there is a roof over my head.
my new favourite website. →
26.
leave a secret, letter, book, or mysterious photograph at a bus stop.
90.
Start a photography blog
Ulysses - Franz Ferdinand
this has been stuck in...
aujourd-hui
I really, really need new hair, face, body, heart, dreams, mind..
“success is buried in the garden of failure”
– Rick Wakeman
48.
Get rid of my old ‘Kerrang!’ magazines
86.
Find my photo card and season ticket
“the only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to...”
– On The Road - Jack Kerouac
58.
try smoking.
61.
go on a bendy bus.
to-do 2009
1. Go to a festival
2. Go to an interview
3. Go to Brighton with Amy Collins
4. Enter a writing or photo competition
5. Enter ‘Musician of the Year’ at school.
6. Knit a jumper
7. Get an A* in one of my GCSEs
8. Write a book
9. Write a complete song
10. Learn all my Blood Brothers lines
11. Paint another one of the walls
12. Visit all the train stops along my line
13. Sleep outside
...
December 2008
4 posts
“Inside, we feel the terror of the dusk begin.
Outside we watch the evening,...”
– November, Simon Armitage
the nicest thing
A stranger on the train today complimented my Artwork
I love life sometimes.
